Convicted.

Going to India to serve God.

Don't know when or how or with what, but it's happening.

I feel like I forgot all that and hinged my following God on things like graduation or financial security or parental blessing. These things are all great and beautiful, but they don't come before serving God.

I was going to say something like "I don't know when my priorities got out of order" but the truth is, I don't know that they've ever been as fully in order as they are right now inside my terrified heart.

I don't know what I'm doing. But by the grace of God, I'm going to do it.

He has bigger hands than I do--I should let Him hold onto things from now on.